26 10 / 2011
This week has been full of so many good things and I am so excited for what the future holds. After being out of school for a little more than half a semester I have had the hardest time with my self esteem and my confidence. I’ve been feeling like my life was going nowhere because of some circumstances that had caused me to take a little time off of school but now…I GET TO GO BACK! I went to The University of Phoenix campus in Savannah and spent about two hours with an enrollment counselor who was so helpful and AMAZING. She went through every application process known to man with me like applying to the university, applying for financial aid, and updating my FAFSA!! The final result: I start back to school DECEMBER 5 working towards a degree in Health Administration concentrated in Health Management. I was really worried that I wasn’t going to be able to handle a full class load but the way my classes will work is one class every 5 weeks with one four hour class per week, which means focusing on one class at a time! I CAN DO THIS!! To all the people who told me I couldn’t, that I wouldn’t or that it would be impossible, I am going to prove you wrong!! I cannot wait to get back in school and complete this degree!!
26 10 / 2011
Seven Letters Challenge
Day one: Dear ex boyfriend/girlfriend
Day two: Dear future/current child
Day three: Dear crush/ current significant other
Day four: Dear mother
Day five: Dear tumblr
Day six: Dear dad
Day seven: Dear future me (a year from now)
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22 10 / 2011
This is too touching not to reblog.
In the midst of war, our human nature to love, even the descendants of our enemies, still prevails in one way or another.
I LOVE the expression on his face.
I LOVE her smile.
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11 9 / 2011
For the husband who told his wife “I love you” one last time before his plane went down in a field. For the wife who stopped in the stairs to call her husband to say “I will love you forever”. For the mothers and fathers who kissed their kids goodbye the morning they died. For the policemen who rushed in with the firemen to help get others out, only to die themselves. For the soldiers who fought back and lost their lives. Today, tomorrow, ten years from now; we will remember ♥ 9|11|01. NEVER FORGOTTEN.
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05 9 / 2011
1. who was the last person you held hands with?
kaylee.
2. are you loud, outgoing, or shy?
it really depends on who i’m with and my mood.
3. who are you looking forward to seeing?
my mom and dad and brother, i miss them terribly.
4. are you easy to get along with?
yeah. i really am.
5. have you ever given up on someone, but then gone back to him?
yes….DON’T DO IT.
6. if you were drunk, would the person you like take care of you?
haha, unless he was drunk too.
7. do you think you’ll be in a relationship 2 months from now?
i better be.
8. who, from the opposite gender, is on your mind?
drew. i want to go home, i’m having a rough day.
9. does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
not really. depends on who you’re talking to and how mature they are though.
10. who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
probably my mom.
11. what does your most recent text say?
ur really not i know ur tired and worn out so its okay.
12. how do you feel about abortion?
completely against it.
13. do you like big crowds of people?
umm. depends.
14. do you believe in luck and miracles?
luck somewhat, miracles definitely.
15. what good thing happened this summer?
sadie was found and okay, that was the best news after what happened to my poor marley girl :,(
16. would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
mmmmmmaybe. haha, yes. i plan to in a couple hours.
17. do you think there’s life on other planets?
im not sure. not really.
18. do you still talk to your first crush?
um. no. i don’t even remember who that was.
19. do you like bubble baths?
yes. absolutely.
20. do you like your neighbors?
mmmm…sure.
21. what are your bad habits?
swearing, i’m trying to do better about it.
22. where would you like to travel?
italy. ireland. england. greece. so many places i’ll probably never see.
23. do you have trust issues?
yeah. i would say i do.
24. favorite part of your daily routine?
at night when i actually get to see drew for a little bit, that few minutes can make my day :)
25. what body parts are you most uncomfortable with?
on myself? thighs and as of recently my stomach. other people? FEET…omg feet.
26. what do you do when you wake up?
pee.
27. do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
darker.
28. who are you most comfortable around?
my family, the family i work for, that’s about it. i pretty much always have my guard up.
29. have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
ehhh. yeah. it happened for a reason though.
30. do you ever want to get married?
definitely one day.
31. is your hair long enough for a pony tail?
yeah.
32. which celebs would you like having a threesome with?
no thanks.
33. spell your name with your chin.
kayla, ( i really did just do it correctly…and yes, im amazed..) haha. wow.
34. do you play sports?
i love sports, i’m a swimmer though :)
35. who you rather live without tv or music?
tv.
36. have you ever liked someone and never told them?
yeah…who hasn’t.
37. what do you say during awkward silences?
anything haha just try to break it.
38. do you think age matters in relationships?
not really unless your like 10 or more years apart.
39. what are your favorite stores to shop in?
it varies.
40. what do you want to do after high school?
im. in. college. kinda.
41. do you believe everyone deserves a 2nd chance?
ehh. depends. not really.
42. if you’re being extremely quiet, what does it mean?
probably that i don’t like you, or i don’t feel good, or im pissed or im sad.
43. do you smile at strangers?
duhhhh.
44. trip to outer space or to the bottom of the ocean?
can we go see the titanic at the bottom of the ocean?
45. do you want a roommate?
just drew and kaylee and my dogs. please.
46. what are you paranoid about?
feet, i hate feet. and germs.
47. what was the meanest thing someone ever said to you? “you’re as fake as barbie and i’m sorry you have to buy your friends” that was shitty.
48. the nicest thing?
hmmm. i dont know.
49. have you done something recently you hope no one finds out about?
idk.
50. what language do you want to learn?
italian. spanish. it’ll never happen.
05 9 / 2011
That awkward moment when you’re really upset and decide to play the saddest song you know.
And you go from this:
To this:
And wonder what the fuck is wrong with you.
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23 8 / 2011
Day 4 - What are your thoughts on globilization?
Honestly, I’m not educated enough on the subject to give my thoughts or opinions without coming across as ignorant.
22 8 / 2011
Day 3 - What are some things that can almost always make your day better? Do you find yourself having a lot of bad days, or mostly good days?
Marley could always make my day better, it was like she just understood when I needed her to cuddle with me and never left my side. I couldn’t find a picture of my SadieBug or Ruff Ruff on my computer (they’re all on my phone) but they are the same way. The limitless love and devotion my dogs give to me when I’ve had a bad day always makes me feel better.
Kaylee can always make me smile. Even when she’s been grumpy all day long or been getting in trouble constantly she has the ability to crack me up and make me smile. Even the bad days bring me joy because someday when she’s older they will be precious memories and things to look back on and laugh at.
Drew, of course. Even if I’m trying to be upset with him he ALWAYS makes me smile. He can make me go from completely sad and a crying mess to smiling and laughing in a few seconds and he won’t leave me alone until I crack. I love him for that.
I find myself having mostly good days because even though there are a lot of things in my life that I’m not super thrilled about, I have my family and my friends and at the end of the day that’s all that really matters, the people I love.
22 8 / 2011
Day 2 - How well do you do around blood? Does it make you squirmy?
I know this is probably weird but I do completely fine around other people’s blood and can watch people be cut open and operated on and so on, but the second I see my own blood (like giving blood) I FREAK OUT. Another thing that’s weird is the second I see a bone snapped half or sticking out of someone I wanna go vomit, but as far as blood goes- I’m good unless it’s my own.
22 8 / 2011
Day 1 - What do you think about dreams?
I think that dreams are a wonderful thing. Even when I’m at my absolute worst or feel like I’ve hit rock bottom my dreams are what bring me back. If a dream matters enough and is something that you really desire, you will not let anything get in your way or stop you from getting there. Dreams and aspirations are what keep people going when they have nothing left. Dreams motivate.
